let me bring you up to date

so for all of you that dont know, i joined the air force, yes its true. Unofficialy i leave october 11th or anytime there after, however i can leave as soon as sept 20th because im trying for a special ops job which is hard as hell to get and has the potential to be the most dangerous job in the air force. I already took and failed the P.A.S.T. test which is the test I need to pass in order to attain the special forces job. It consists of swimming the legth of an olympic sized swimming pool under water with one breath, freestyle swimming 500 meeters (5 football fields) in 15 minutes (which is where i failed) run a mile and a half in 11 minutes, 50 push ups, 50 sit ups, 8 chin ups and 50 flutter kicks all in alloted amounts of time, it doesnt sound that hard, but it really kicks your ass. I'll get it before i leave.
Im supposed to be at posi numbers right now, but stopped short of pennsylvania and landed in Boston so I could spend time with ama, which to me is way more important. It wasnt worth dropping what little spending money I have to see a bunch of great bands when the other option was seeing the greatest girl in the world. Shes at work right now, so im plugging away on the computer making up for lost time. I leave monday for auburn, which im not looking forward to, I like being here and seeing her, shes the best thing ever. It eats me alive knowing that we're not together in the boyfriend girlfriend way, but I only have so much time left here that I can actualy spend with her and if I had it my way id waste away my remaining days here. Im in a bad way.
Anyways off the subject of girls who own my heart, i've been trying to leave the state as much as possible before leaving for the service. I spent a few great days with a few great dudes in seattle. We attended the stay gold reunion show (which was amazing) and also caught a mental / justice show in olympia (god bless justice) Days spent at home have been pretty uneventful, my daily routine usualy consist of waking up at 5:30, taking a shower, running 4 miles, going to work, coming home, working out, take another shower, write in my diary, play a game of blitz and go to bed, wake up and do it all again. So if anyone wants to be my friend and hang out with me feel free to call (740-4229) leave a message if i dont pick up, im usualy out of work at 3:30.
In other news, moosejaw records is looking pretty good, our first release should be in any day and they should be ready to go in just a week or so. Its very exciting.... Anyways, im gonna go spruce up the girls apartment, hurricaine ama/kate hit it pretty hard and i know theyd appreciate a clean home.

-The Dustin